don’t hold shit in.
if you have something to say, say it.
holding shit in only hurts you.
telling someone i have feelings for them, to me, is a serious thing.
i don’t go around proclaiming my feelings for just anyone.
but when i do, i mean it. i mean it so fucking much. like, with everything i have, i fucking mean it.
and it’s serious to me. and it makes me…
it is so hard for me to decipher my feelings sometimes.
i find myself crying over shit that isn’t that serious, knowing it’s not, but also still feeling the urge to cry. so then i wonder if there’s something that is serious and i just.. missed it. or tucked it away somewhere.
or maybe it was a brief thought but it was too painful for me to ponder so as quickly as it came it went, but it still left the feeling behind.
if someone opens up to you, don’t brush it off. if someone tells you “hey, this is what’s wrong & I’m sorry,” don’t ignore it. if you care about someone, act like it & understand that someone opening up to you is difficult, especially when it may lead to rejection.